I’m working on this new POA where I stop keeping you at this awkward distance and hesitantly breaking up with you for nonsesical reasons. Falling completely and being open to every opportunity, this is also part of the plan. I’m working on it, I’m working on me. For you, I give 100% because, to be quite honest, I love you and I’m in love with you.
Baby, I’m sorry I sounded like a jerk on the phone, but you put me in a spot. I don’t have an inch of space to myself; so when I’m on the phone with you I can fucking hear Daniel breathing. I hate that I can’t say the things I want to say to you but I hate even more that it hurt your feelings because of my hesitance to say what I think in front of him. I mean this is pretty personal stuff.
I’m really glad that you don’t want to push me away anymore and i’m really glad that you feel like you can give 100% because before you made it sound like, there wasn’t 100% to give and that made you sad. I love you too and glad that your not going to break up with me so often. :P
You’re really sumthin else and I’m glad i ended up with you. I don’t regret a minute of our relationship which is something really surprising. Especially considering how well we are together.
I love you and I hope you’re not too dissapointed in me after that terrible phone call we just had.
